Crisis has passed, life moves forward, and spring blooms. Tyler is sleeping beside me right now and as I stare at him I just can't believe what has all passed in the last two months since he was born. If you didn't know Tyler had surgery you would never be able to tell anymore. He thrives, smiles, wails, and wiggles.
How am I doing? I'm so used to answer how TYLER is doing, I'm not actually always sure how I am. I am...a bit shell shocked I think. I told Mitch the other day that it almost feels like none of this happened. I feel like I maybe should feel more traumatized, but I don't. I feel blessed and carried and have my beautiful boy home with me every day. I feel stronger, that's for sure. I feel a bit like I've been put through the fire and come out on the other side a little scarred, but tougher than I was before. I feel like I can handle life better, with a somewhat of a 'bring it on' mentality. I should be careful saying that out loud though...you never know what might happen.
haha...Tyler is snoring...
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